THE GRIEF IN ME

When i look at my life and the life of those around me, i always feel as if life is complicated, sometimes, i see it as if it is simple but we always complicate it. How can we really solve the problems of this world we find ourselves? Definitely, heaven is a better place to earth but we have to make something good out of our life on earth. Though, we were created to live a very pleasurable life in christ but the disobedience of our first parents made this world somewhat ridiculous; tragedy all round, people in farce, genocide and extermination of lives is common, animals forming coup against man, atmosphere in conflict with nature, heaven and earth in destructive interference, my world in fiasco, the world around me in anarchy, a society in anomie; ‘’what a jeopardy,’’ i compare this world as an insalubrious cloth.

            Everyday we make effort in futility, we are all fed up, many feel like dying, they are dejected to the point of committing suicide because they think that heaven is a place of rest. When i say i have a ‘’GRIEF,’’ i definitely have it; how can i help my generation? If i fail myself, i have failed humanity, i have to raise some people up so that this world can be a better place for all and sundry. But, am i in the right position? Do i have the capacity even if i have the ability? What can i do? When concentrated power is an enemy of liberty.

            My soul is disturbed, my spirit is angry, my mind is in anguish, my body is scuffed, my brain is perforated; i am so restless. I need to do something, i need to get there, i an dying to see the future because it is bright. I have a dream for all humanity, to pierce to pieces the ungodly, to bring to light the ignorant, to revolve the earth inside out, this is a mandate unto honor, a compulsory course to settle the grief in me.